heart sent hunger yearning
Yesterdays conspiring
Mockery making returning
Spontaneous scintillating combustion
sisyphean self doubting discussion
deviations outlier devouring spectrum
Anguished nights crystal aslyum
Hero victim creating craving canvas
Pregnant plethora emotion rambling
Abhoring gasping stabbing capitulation
surging, purging cathartic ignition
engine rebuilt over surviving
days and manner reaking expunged
time viral mental dying
Memory tyrant tormented asphyxiation
Submit anounce phony trite resignation
adjusting, refreshing update to normal
soul midnight scream drunk desert growling
White dust inhaling mixing with whisky
all these worn haters subscribing to later
Defiant blasting as demons and lovers
the legacy song , the dried out ruby red blood
sons long since bereft of their father
surviving transcribing transcending my loss
Layers secure tissue mind now confiding
Turbulent tempestuous ego rampant name longing
At last some victory of attrition can summon
My rebel juvenile oft manic concoction
feeling not speaking expressing my passion
No luxury rehearsal or cutting room scrap
schematics of traces melodies savored
mad manic monads displaying , relaying
The worlds' incessant centuries conveying
Pacific breeze crusted moisted lips gently sway
My vagabond cochino sent back to retrieve her
Ivory long tresses grant me permission to seize her
Glances not words, hands leading the plot
Becoming my addiction luring me on
As I bow at the altar framing the scene
My own private odyssey
Known only to me